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*I sit in this dark desolate room

Contemplating suicide

I can't go on anymore

I'm drowning in all these tears I’ve cried

I want to get out

And I finally know how

As I hold these razors and pills in my hand

Will anyone miss me?

Will anyone cry?

Will anyone understand?

Will you even care?

Will you know why?

I decided to finally end my life

It’s because of you

And those words that you said

For a long time now

I've wished I was dead

But now it’s all over

And this will be done

But will anyone miss me

Once that I’m gone?*

The wind appeared so lonely

That lovely, autumn day

The breezes whispered softly

But none hear what they say

The sky forgot it's purpose

So way leads onto way



A lightning bolt so shattered

Like a glass thrown to the ground

The thunder protested briefly

But did not make a sound

The Earth watched with contempt

As the sun turned all around



So passed the autumn night to fall

The leaves shook in the dust

The rain soon lost it's decency

And melted, as if rust

The ashen, smokeless, cloudy skies

Reached for Earth with lust



Without a peaceful tremor

The world recites it's creed

Of wonder and of brilliancy

But leaving out the greed

And as the season rained its' grief

The sky began to bleed

*Living like this

It took its toll on me

All the dark thoughts

Kept entering my mind

You tried to keep

Me under control

But I am not a dog

I can’t be trained to act

They told you

It'd happen

That I’d finally break down

From all the pressure

You put on me

I couldn’t take it

I never wanted

To disappoint you

But you expected way to much

After the first let down

Your eyes never left my thoughts

I cracked under pressure

I needed a realize

My wrists soon became

A bloody mess

With the blood

Dripping from my vein

You walked in on me once

And didn’t say a word

I realized something that day

That you wouldn’t care

Unless me and my talent were gone

So when you heard the news

I heard you cry

But what I heard was not for me

And I just couldn’t believe

You never mourned for me... *

Your words have killed me

It's like a cold sharp knife

stabbing and ripping my heart

The sight of me

Writhing in pain

And the flood of blood running from me

Gives you peace and happiness

The feeling of satisfaction

I give a soundless scream

But no one can hear me

I try to stand

To hold on

But you won't let me

And I'm lying here

Torn

Unable to stand and move on

You killed me....

she walks alone

afraid of what people will think.

she dosent know what to do.

shes lost her family, shes lost her might.

a lonly girl without anyone.

she walks alone

and thinks, is their anyone who will help me?

does anyone even care?

she walks alone knowing that no one cares. shes giveing up, she doesnt care.

she walks alone.....